"I’ll run away with your footsteps. I’ll build a city that dreams for two and if you lose yourself, I will find you. Open up your skies to the speed of light. Put your love in lights, I will find you."
Justin Timberlake - Not a Bad Thing.
"So don’t act like it’s a bad thing to fall in love with me ‘cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me. Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free, so don’t act like it’s a bad thing to fall in love with me. It’s not a bad thing to fall in love with me."
John Legend - All of Me.
'Cause all of me loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you. You're my end and my beginning even when I lose I'm winning..”
All good things must come to an end.
As what I always tell, there are some people in our lives that we have to free even if we really want them to just stay beside us forever. People come and go. We cannot predict when, we cannot answer why. Yes, it’s really painful to set someone free most especially when you believe that there is still love, but just has to be stopped because it’s the best way to do to make things right. There will always be confusions, there will always be questions, but at the end of the day, you’ll just realize that it’s the only thing you can do to show how much you really love that person. Not because you give up, doesn’t mean that you don’t love that person anymore. You just chose to sacrifice your own happiness for the betterment of everything.
This guy has been with me for one year and five months and it’s not really easy to just let go of him. What’s even worse is that, we were not given the opportunity to end up everything and to have a formal closure. I wasn’t given the chance to talk to him personally and tell him everything that’s inside my heart. I have so many things to say and this is the only way for me to express what’s inside me.
So to my babe, I know that it was not a beautiful ending for the two of us, but I’m still hoping that someday, we’ll come across each other and talk about the things that we weren’t able to discuss now. I’m really in pain now. I don’t know how will I get over this despair. I don’t know how will I survive the sleepless nights. I don’t know how will I get you out of my mind. I don’t know how will I face my problems alone. I don’t know how will I laugh. I don’t know how will I love again. But right now, what I only know is, I love you and that will never change.
I am still hoping that someday, we can still fix things together. That we can still mend our broken hearts. That we can still forgive each other. That you and me will be back in each other’s arms. I don’t know when, but I am willing to wait for you. I am willing to close my eyes and imagine only you. Maybe someday, our fire will burn again. Maybe someday, I can feel your tight hugs again. We both don’t know when, but I won’t stop believing. Time can only tell, time will decide.
Christina Perri - Human.
"I can hold my breath. I can bite my tongue. I can stay awake for days. If that’s what you want, be your number one. But I’m only human and I bleed when I fall down. I’m only human and I crash and I break down."
Beyonce - Pretty Hurts
"Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever’s worst. Perfection is a disease of a nation. We try to fix something but you can’t fix what you can’t see, it’s the soul that needs the surgery."
His smile outshines the others’. Praying for his journey in getting the crown of Ginoong Santa Rosa 2014. I am confident that He will guide him all the way. ♥
Sikhayan Festival, Santa Rosa City, Laguna. (January 18, 2014)
The cold breeze of January didn’t stop us to walk along the shore and enjoy the crystal clear water of a paradise beach in Calatagan, Batangas. This was actually the first time I went out of town with these people. I never expected that it would be that fun and crazy.
This is the kind of life I want to have, to just go along with people who give me true happiness and just enjoy everything that life offers. Life is beautiful, indeed! ♥
Everytime I read messages from him like this, I can’t help myself from missing him. I can’t help reminiscing our happy and kilig moments together, but like what the song says, all good things come to an end. It is true that as much as we want to keep those people who make us happy, there will come a time that we just have to set them free. I don’t know how to start anew, I don’t know how will I forget everything.
Well maybe, moving on will be easier if I start clearing away all the memories that can bring back the pain. And since I’ve finally heard from him, I guess I should start leaving everything behind. So I will start deleting his messages on my phone and eradicating his photos on my laptop. I know it’s hard, but only me can help myself to move forward.